Assalamualaykum wr wb...
This morning i got a call from nabil and he told that he forgot today he has to go for KLK and wants me to replace him. Oh yup, it's mean i started my duty from 8.30 AM til 11.00 PM. i love it. Coz it's mean i 'll get much salary at the of the month. haha..syalala..happy..
Nabil call me again to make sure that i am in sime darby lab or not. Then open my facbeook and see my bro's friend FB. Wow, this morning i suddenly turn down my tears again coz he wrote something "not a poem" that's the title of the story. There is a picture and you know what ? even today, he still remember and feel quilty about the ancident. Yah, basicly there is no one angry with him. But this fact like a ghost that can not easy run away from his mind. So sad, coz he feel that "if he didn't invite his friend and didn't do bad jokes or what, this wont be happen". I remembered what ustad zaid told yesterday. TAKDIR.
What's the meaning or TAKDIR ? it's a result after we try. But of course, all the things in this world already written in LAUH MAHFUS and no one can avoid this thing. We can't change, but we can istiqomah. We have to believe to ALLAH, what ALLAH give, prepare, even it's looks bad or good, all those thing are mysteri. We only need to do the best but don't forget to pray and TAWAKAL is a key for this life. We never know the end of our life. Thus, we perhaps everything will be well at the end.
Let i tell you another story. This is about loli. She will go to cameroon, Afrika to do her praticum. Oh ALLAH, let she do everything well. She plan to introduce batik there. It will be amazing for her to know more about others culture. She love adventure and afrika is the best choice. Coz Afrika is the best safari ever. After she back from Afrika, she will speak french fluently i guess. Coz, daily language is french. wow, it's great, get a foster family, practicum with salary, adventure, meet new people, and experienc and free to learn french everyday. For the next, who knows what she will get oneday. Just pray the best one for her. And hope ALLAH always bless her in her way.
And how about me ? hmm, i don't know what will happen. All of my energy concern to my study now. Wanna pass the exam this semester well and do my practicum and back to padang to prepare my project paper. Hope ALLAH give me another chance to show my best. Ah, wanna do everything goes well.
I remember about my brother suddenly. I am not good enough to show how appreciate me for him. How much i love him as my brother and how lucky me that he comes to my life. The important one is, we learn ISLAM and we growth together. sometime we can be fight and the other time we can be good. But, whatever relationship we have today, it's one of the brotherhood itself i think. Yah, it looks bad maybe for others, but in my perception, this is the way that ALLAH wants to show how beautiful ISLAM and how to do the best ukhuwah each other. Sometime what we think is bad, it couldnt be bad. Yah, maybe i can't say what i am doing ringht now is right. But, everyone have to choose right ? and i feel and think, i don't know what happen exactly, but it becomes cold. However, this is what's life flow the story. I don't want to againt or what, just let it the flow. As long as i don't hate my brother especially the fighter in ISLAM, never save the angre in my deepest heart, don't want to heritate my mind to forget, it would be better.
I learn something new in my journey and study about the true love to our brother and sister.
It was not about how close youa re phisicly,
It was not about how many times you spent together to share or even just sit together in mushola to talking about dakwah,
It was not about what you can give to show your awarness,
But it's about how many times you sent a pray for them,
It's about how kindness your heart to help them even they didn't know that's yours,
It's about IKHLAS...
Ukhuwah itu bukan terletak pada pertemuan, bukan pula pada manisnya ucapan dibibir, tetapi pada ingatan seseorang terhadap saudaranya di dalam doanya (Imam Al Ghazali)..ais, wanna cry.
I opened another blog from ikhwan. wow, cool. Contents that he gave and the way of him to explaine is good and easy to understand. Read his blog like read a full book about his life, story behind his succes and the process that he is doing now. Hmm, his blog become my inspiratif to create my blog better now. Ukhuwah, it's not talking about how far we separate by distance and time, but it's talking about how appreciate we to our beloved brother and sister around the world.
At the same time, my youngest brother and lovely brother, sent me message. Happy happy..ALLAH, i wanna him become my brohter in ISLAM that fihgt for ALLAH. But, what i suppose to be is give a good example for him, tell the warning and pray...Hope my brother will be one of the fighter in ISLAM ^_^
ADZAN.....have to prepare for pray and lunch...
to be continue....wasalam...
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